toward the end



assalamualaikum blog!!
huh,rindu nk bercerita..
suka duka hidup kita..
sebulan ramadhan, sekilas terasa..
dipenghujung kiniku rasa..

tahun depan buat kita..bagaimana??
ada peluang untuk berjumpa??
harapnya ada..
tapi tak siapa menduga..

hari yang berbaki
moga dmanfaati..
jangan dibaziri..
coz thun depan xpasti..
apa,kita bertemu kembali??

buat rakan diluar sana..salam lebaran ye..
kpd Mo9H..how's the hw?? hepi beraya terancam..

a month in kmb

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
assalamualaikum my dear blog & palz..
without realised it.. i've been here for bout a month..

lotsa things to discover..
a bit ev been covered,
mass of things 2 explore..
a lil ev been revealed..

i luf 4 being here...
things that sticked me on kmb..

zero 2 hero..
ad-deen is the focus..
PoI was held 4 us..
to build the togetherness..
stand tall in the religious

CAS hour..
ko-ku la..
full of excitement..
accompany wif exhaustion..
come out wif satisfaction..
bring out the amusement...
build up the self confidence..
enlighten the rotten..
together, seek for triumphant..

TOK..
u r migth not be wrong @ rite..
u can stand firmly..
speak out steadily..
wif none of hesitation..
coz everybody's opinion might be wrong @ rite..
so..WHAT'S THE TRUTH??

cikgu instead of madam, lect. & etc..
juz like skul..
we called the teacher here as cikgu,teacher,n sir..
they stay back..wif us until late evening..
just can say that they r so loving..

here..every single things in every single sec in kmb..u've determined it by ur self..if u wanna something 4 ex..aircond..u can have it..but, u must 1st work on it...not simply asking from the admin...collect some money la..not the admin who wanna use it but u yourself... work by urself..
2nd ex.. if u wanna organize something..(esp. in external CAS) u cant simply take the money out of ur pocket..yes u can do it..4 which that money is ur capital okey 4 u to raise fund to earn some money for handling the activities during the ex. CAS...not as sources of money..

last glance b4...

assalamualaikum dear...well, long tyme since my last post kan..im here just 4 a moment...to wish a very hepi fathers's day to my hero..
soory dad..for being selfish for which u need 2 cancel ur classes..on this thurs. u'll sit 4 PTK examination..i wonder...how can u anwser the questions without well preparation..still have lotsa work to do...4 the exam..presentation..public speaking..ALLAH, do bless my dad
all u'd done jus 4 our family...
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alhamdulillah..prep nak ke kmb..90 % ..almost finish,..
belonging da packed..
baju da iron..
form, hehehe..surat offer letter x photostate agi..
but but but...nop yet prepare 4 english test..have a qualms..is there any test..i mean placement test
huhhu..otak da bersawang da...alamak!!
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dear mama...
huhhu...after dis..am sure that u'll gonna miss me..m no longer home, to exhilarate ur day..to accompany u..be the daily home chef...bother u during ur evening bedtyme..no more argueing about so many things...

abah...
poor abah...mesti abh penatkn..keje..just 2 earn some money...raised us..

angah..
hohoho..my absence mean ur party tyme rite...u can now conquer the pc..but despite those things, u'll still gonna miss 2 fight wif me..

abg emi..
n 4 u..endless sermon=no more..hihihih=)

adik..
ala, along mesti windu nak gado ngan adik...talk something meander and wut a hoax..the way ur pronounce certain words..huh, completely differ from other..berdosa..pedtosa..uiks..anyone can pronounce jus like my lil sis??

on da way nak miss my home..but, xsaba nak jumpe kwn baru..[wif a bit nerves]..

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no more..

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
huh! alhamdulillah..all my undone task almost settle..jus a bit left..well, starting from 23rd of june..there's no more movie..fighting wif ma lil sis, having some jokes wif ma crazyhead bro[s]..rolling on the bed wif ma mom[disteb mama mase mama tido..hehehe]..n n n, motivation words [juz like a weapon] from ma dad.. gonna miss them...all those things do axhalarate me..keep me feel happy [wif no bored] 4 being home..adoyai..ma home sweet home starts to wave their 'hand' to me..as a sign of..'goodbye'...

additional..
drugery=no more..[now, realize that am not supposed to call it drugery, it just some kinda have-to-do task as am growing towards a lady]
ayam-ayaman= no more
ikan-ikanan=no more
sayur-sayuran=no more
hi-tea..being served wif dessert..yummy2..choc cake..variety of pudding..
masak-masakan..
hukhukhuk..

future..
i'll be in kmb starting 4rom 23..strive 4 infinite triumph..struggling 4 my ib prog..make and meet lotsa friends..

ALLAH
gimme strength..
to face da hard wave in front..
do hold me,
which avoid me from being left behind..
enlighten my way
so am not lost and drowned..
correct me when am wrong
for able achieve ur blessing..

ma future friends..
kmb juz greeting us..
tough ib waiting 4 us..
never fret, coz we'll strive..
to further study in uk, nz @ US..
MAY ALLAH BLESS US IN STRIVING 4 OUR FUTURE..

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assalamualaikum...dear my abondoned blog..sory ye..put u aside 4 this few weeks..alhamdulillah,
my prob=had settled... so, i can spend my tyme..post entry..telling u somethings bout life that i live in...but it just 4 a very split moment b4 i gotta focus on my undone task[s]..need 2 settle all those things as soon as possible la..smlm pun juz main tlis je pe yg rase...itu pn jus 4 a few sec..i do apologise..

recently..p konvo auntie..so happening..bouquet of flower[s]= everywhere..here n there..then, 'a thing' had preoccupied in my mind...and the point is am i ready to deal wif campus life??..so lucky that kmb almost like school...not to ponder..

i was kinda of kompius la..when i got 2 offer simultaneously...i wanna go [B]..but i heard it was so hard..being there..me=2 ambitious...doesn't mean to look down at [A]...try 2 neglect all those messy..but the hesitation still inside.. so i'd performed istikharah..& alhamdulillah..ALLAH lead my way...show the rite path...

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bahasa 's territory..as the readers cross the line..lets talk in malay..
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hati..hati..
kenapa ya..
ragu masih bertakhta..

hati..
ape, tidak yakin..
Petunjuk-NYA yang terbaik..

bukan ragu..
mahupun tidak pasti..
cuma gigil tiba..
apa,
mampukah harungi..
liku nun di hadapan..

hati..
niatmu keutamaan..
jangan tersasar di persimpangan..

hati..
ALLAH sentiasa di sisi..
rebah?? kembali pada ILAHI..

tahu.. tapi
..mampukah aku??
berdayakah aku?

ILAHI..
moga diberi kekuatan..
subur keazaman...
melatari ditaman impian..

moga hati tidak ragu lagi..
terus bersemadi duhai A.Z.A.M..
jgn merajuk..menyorok..
macam biskut..
biskut chipsmore..

hiihihihiihi...

salam perjuangan buat teman..

jalan ini..
satu amanah..
dipikul bersama,
dijinjing beriringan..

teman..
andai aku rebah..
bgunkn aku kembali ya..
agar senyum dalam kejayaan..

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duhai hati


hati ini..
ada apa dengan hati..

hati ini...
kenapa sering terleka..

hati ini...
titik hitam mula bermaharajalela...

hati ini...
slalu ia prasangka...

hati ini..
jauh dari sang pencipta..

kenapa ya...
terkelu lidah,,terkaku tingkah..
termati madah..lalu manik jernih berjuraian..

YA RABBi..
ku cuba sucikan hati..

tapi bila dicuba..
kelihatan terlalu sirna...

langkahku goyah..
terkadang rebah..

luka dan berdarah...
namun, kubangkit biarpun membarah..

merangkak, mencari hati yg suci..
ssekali cuba untuk berdiri..

lagi, kutersungkur..
tergumam dalam tafakur..

kuubati hati
kerana janji-MU pasti..

tidak diuji hambanya..
jika luar upayanya...

hati...
moga bisa bertahan..
dari tohmahan & mehnah..

hati..
slalu tegar & sedar
agar tidak lagi hambar..

sabda Rasulullah..
sesungguhnya dalam jasad manusia, ada segumpal daging. Apabila ia baik, maka baiklah seluruh jasad..tetapi, apabila ia rosak, maka rosaklah seluruh jasadnya..ketahuilah bahawa itu adalah hati
(riwayat bukhari & muslim)

YA ALLAH, Ya Tuhanku, yang membolakbalikkan hati, tetapkan hatiku atas landasan agama-Mu..
Amin, Ya Rabbal'alamin

sayangkan hati,
M.I.A

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JaLiNaN UkHuWaH..

assalamualaikum wbt...alhamdulillah.,dengan rahmat-Nya, lahir cetusan rasa ..memberikan saya kesempatan menulis entry nie.. As we already mentioned, some of our friends have started their study in tertiary level..fighting for thier future..some, still at home [jus like me]..countdown the date of back to study..[no more in skul..but in college]..
pastinya, rindu pada kawan2 menerpa...cuti yg pjg yang kdg2 membosankan...indahnya ukhuwah..jgn sampai terputus di pertengahan jalan...namun, perjuangan menuntut ilmu ini harus diteruskan...coz this is a responsibility..teman, moga kita berjaya kelak dalam perjuangan menimba ilmu ini...TUHAN, golongkan kami dalam kalangan hamba2-MU menuntut ilmu kerana-MU..tuluskan hati ini..permudahkan urusan ini..dan beri kami kekuatan...insyaALLAH, nnti kita bertemu lagi.. teman, inginku luahkan sesuatu...kalian, sahabatku dunia akhirat...ayuh berjuang di jalan-NYA..jgn pernah gentar...moga dipertemukan semula..suatu hari nanti..buatmu teman...
"assalamualaikum"sana
"waalaikumussalam, ada apa?"sini
"terasa macam nak cakap dengan seseorg," sana
"fasal apa?"sini
"sibuk ke?" sana
"agak"sini
"ok"sana
"ALLAH ada"sini
"tahu"sana
"ALLAH tempat mengadu" sini
"ya, baik" sana
"bangun malam ni, jom sama" sini
ada tangis di situ
"kan bagus klu ade di sini" sana
"tak bagus pun" sini
"kenapa?" sana
"org kata ukhuwah tu lebih manis bila jauh" sini
"bila dekat asyik nk gaduh" sana. tergelak dalam sebak
"rindu sebenarnya" sini
"kenapa tak cakap?"sana
"saja nk didik sabar, ada ujian yg lebih besar tak lama lagi"sini
sana senyap
sini senyap
dan titis itu tumpah jua..berjuraian..

juga buatmu teman

i love the fact that
we make sacrifices for one another
i love the fact that
we help and comfort each other in tymes of need,
share deepest secrets and even stick up for
each other when others bad-mouth us
i love the fact that
we tell the truth in an honest, caring way
i love the fact that
we compromise and do things together and
give each othersome space
i love the fact that
we share the pillows at hostel,
stay up until 3pm, burning the midnite oil
fighting for our future

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